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I would give almost anything to be "Normal." I hate this depression. I stayed up last night... Almost the whole night, only got about two hours of sleep. I just couldn't stop thinking about stuff, and how my life seems to be spinning out of control. I don't even have the energy to attend classes most of the time now. I'm still hanging in there but just. My grades aren't going to be good this semester. I try so damn hard, I really do. I try to get up, go to class, study, and it just gets me nowhere. I go to class and time just drags by and I can't focus. I try to study and I can't focus. I am seriously ready to take incompletes in my classes and finish them at my leisure, I don't know if one can do that though. I would have to ask someone.I don't even know if it can be done. I just know I would feel a lot less stressed if I could get away from the pressure for a while.